I heard a man speak about 12 years ago on the power of your own self-talk. As I sit here I am telling my self how I can't do this. I can't study. I don't want to look at a computer screen all day. Why am I doing this? Oh my goodness, the sun is out. I could be pruning. I could be knitting, sewing, decoupaging, weaving. Why am I studying a degree now? My brain needs to have a light-bulb moment and turn on. This picture I took at a restaurant just inspires me to create.
I would have been kicked out of University if I did not pick up my studies this semester. So I had to get back to my studies. I can get through this semester. Next semester - maybe I will do just two subjects. Not four. Stay focussed Rachael. How can I stay focussed? I feel like I can't do it. My mind is wandering all the time. Those plants really should be pruned. Then the garden will grow wonderfully in Springtime. My first azalea is blooming - the garden really is calling me!
Can you help? I need your advice. I cannot pull out. I know it is something I have to do. It is part of the plan. My mind just won't focus. Ahhhh... vent, whinge, complain. Maybe this post will help! Sorry for complaining.
Bye for now. xo